Benjamin Havard

Missing you everyday Ben, love you lots. Reuben always talks about you & even says he has seen you in dads old kitchen :). Will never forget you. Love you my big brother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Asher Havard (Sister)

December 11, 2010

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BRINGING EGGS FOR YOU IN HEAVEN XX

Jacqueline Hooley

April 12, 2009

Unexpected

Cut out your pictures now, and I know that you are near.
Tack them into the frame for now, as I know that you'll be here.
It's not just me you know, there's a lot of ruined smiles,
And I remain so strong for them, even though,
I'm burst inside.

It was unexpected,
But I always should have known,
That you would lead a shortened life coz your light was running low.

Felt I was one with you, and you reassured my head,
Didn't seem the same when you were lying in your bed.
No trips to our secret place since you left me on my own,
You said that you would never leave and your soul would linger long.

It was unexpected,
But I always should have known,
That you would lead a shortened life as your light was running low.

You should have told me when,
When you decided to give in.
I wasn't ready for the blow,
And now my sun has turned to snow.

Cut out your pictures now I know that you are near.
Tack them into the frame for now, as I know you won't be here.

written by kyle falconer

never has a song expressed how i truly feel about my brother and his death like this one

i love you and miss you everyday, i know we didnt get along alot of the time but thats because we were so similar!! i wud do anything to see u again. but id never bring you back, you werent happy here and i know you are now, i just wish i could have had more time with my big brother. if i had known i wouldnt have you forever i would have appreciated you more. ive never known anyone quite like you. you were unique and i love you ben xxxx

Leah Havard (Sister)

April 5, 2009

For you Benjamin x x

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With love from Helen x x x

Helen Redding

September 18, 2008

When you are sad.............I will dry your tears
When you are scared........I will comfort your fears
When you are worried.......I will give you hope
When you are confused.....I will help you cope
And when you are lost.......And can't see the light
I shall be your beacon.......Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.................I pledge till the end
Why you may ask?............Because you're MY FRIEND xxxx

Helen Redding

September 11, 2008

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.

But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.


Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe

September 10, 2008

for benjamin

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Helen Redding

September 8, 2008

RIP benjamin
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Helen Redding

September 7, 2008

Another young life gone,my son also took his own life aged just 16 so i no your pain,our hearts and thoughts are with you..the family anthony redding x x x x

Helen Redding

September 5, 2008

So Sorry for your Loss

So sorry for the loss of ur brother, sleep tight Ben love to ur family and friends xx

Joyce Tidy

September 1, 2008